buku biru

aku kemas barang dan jumpe satu buku biru..
rekod kesihatan murid.
time sekolah rendah n time kat Gerik dulu.

darjah 1: berat 19kg
tinggi 120cm
kadar pertumbuhan : C

darjah 5: berat 31kg
tinggi 151cm
kadar pertumbuhan : C

darjah 6: berat 30 kg
tinggi 150 cm
kadar pertumbuhan : C

first,
aku cam tak caya umur 7 thn, berat aku tak sampai 20kilo.
macam berat luggage jela aku time darjah satu..

second,
kenapa time darjah 5 and 6, tinggi aku kurang 1cm?..
bukanke time budak2 tinggi menaik ke..
mungkin tapak kasut aku time darjah 6 haus, terus kurang 1cm.

third,
tetibe aku rasa cam tak puas hati and sayu dgn diri sendiri bile die tulis kadar pertumbuhan C.
macam seolah2 aku nih kurang zat aje.. T_T

fourth
aku nampak surat kebenaran ibu bapa untuk suntikan BCG
terus aku teringat mitos2 berkaitan cucuk BCG nih.
aku pernah menangis2 suruh parents aku jangan sign
ini semua bukan salah aku, semua salah sangka..
bukan main dengar kawan kate time cucuk BCG, nurse cucuk dgn jarum panas,
pastu kalau salah die akan cucuk lagi
sebelum cucuk lagi tuh, kene korek dulu cucukan pertama tuh.
hey! meh sini sape yg wat mitos itu, aku suh nurse buat BCG cara tuh kat die.
kesian aku tau, dah lah aku orang last dalam kelas kene cucuk
haruslah dapat bonus debaran..

pastu kat dalam buku tuh aku jumpa surat jumpa doc.
time aku kat Gerik dulu..
aku tengok cop doc..
aku senyum sendiri.. :)


p/s: mengantuk tapi aku tak nak tidur lagi

coffee talk

one of the things that made my days in NZ special was its coffee.
i am not a coffee addict. in malaysia, i only drink coffee nestle 3 in 1 yellow to stay awake till late at night, not for the sake of enjoyin it. i couldnt stand the red sachet as its too heavy, giving me a headache.
but in NZ, coffee is a culture. everyone drinks one in the morning, before going to work, at break time and when its cold, hot coffee is the choice.
cafe is every where, choices of coffee are various. price is kinda standard or just a dollar two difference.
my favourites: iced mocha, flat white, white choc strawberry mocha and caramel mocha :)

this is my very first coffee in NZ. suggested by a friend of mine, i ordered iced mocha@ midnight expresso, which we called it as CnT (coffee and tea). price: $ 4-4.50

another iced mocha at Lido. Price: $ 4

caramel mocha (the middle cup) @ Esquires. price: $ 5 (not to be exact)

@ Midnight Expresso. open till late at night while other cafes have closed. that's a good thing bout it asides their yummy iced mocha

iced chocolate @ Butler's Chocolate Cafe'. the iced chocolate here taste different from others. a good difference. price around $ 5.50. not to be exact.

@ Verve. wedges were yummy, the dips were sweet as! price: $7

@ verve

the most bitter coffe ive ever tasted. Americano. yes, glamarous but needed least 3 sachets of sugar! price? $ 3.30.

hot chocolate and hot mocha for $ 4 each @ Astoria.
nice drinks :)

iced mocha @ scoopa. $ 5 i guess. looked nice and tasted good!

mojo

enigma

espressoholic: iced mocha (big cup) and hot choc

Price wasnt too bad ay?.. ironically, i still havent tried Starbucks. :D

p/s: everything needs to be on my own. a big girl!

same angle for different perspectives?

it's been 2 weeks, ..almost.
life has been good.
oh, i still havent got three boxes of my stuff from nz yet, plus a small box that supposedly Teo post from there coz my luggage couldnt fix more. yet, ive received a parcel that i posted earlier. all stuff savely arrived and my bluebird chips were as crispy as before..nyum nyum!

i have been a good stay at home daughter.
i rarely came out of the house, like seriously, if they were not coz of laundry, opening/ closing gate, letters or newspaper, i would only get my head out of as far as the door. i know, you dont have to say that, im a boring person.fine!..hehe

but hey, i do feel like a nerdy, same feeling like how i would feel in NZ when it's sunny outside, but i just stayed at home not enjoying the sun. if only i could go out feeling safe while enjoying myself... but how on earth la kan.. i dont know how to drive, i dont do taekwondo, i dont know where to go and it was not that easy for me to get a green light to hang out with non- siblings..so it was like an achievement for me for not doing any shopping for self, any walk for peace and any travel during holidays. brah-vo sara!..T_T...speaking of holiday, it was only me apparently that have the time and passion for holiday and travelling. okeh, my brothers got the passion but without time, what's the use right?

being a stay at home girl makes me gain 2kilos in 2 weeks. i dont know la weh. even though ive eaten before, seeing others eat temps me to have another plate, regardless how full i am.
im not gonna be fussy about it if my weight is just 47kilos, but im giving you a hint that im way more than that.

2 weeks, and i have less than 2 favourite series on tv..ok, minus TARA3 coz the finale was yesterday. so do the maths. i only got one show that i watch, says the former (eceh former tuh) couch potato.. i dont even know what to watch on Astro. i used to love those Desperate housewives, supernatural, lost, betty and many more shows but since i havent followed any of the shows since then, i lost interest in them. i have a good feeling that December gonna be a month that full of entries ..huhu

well people, im trying to look at things from different perspectives but from where i am, i guess im looking from the same angle.

p/s: congaratulation friend for your engagement!

tag

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?.
four letters word. not only say, but mean it.
but for now, i guess what's important is not being too shy to do or get sth that you want..

2. Apakah benda akhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?
toner, sunblocks

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
my home, beach or garden- this must be white or baby pink.. :D..
most important thing is, people that i love are there to witness and celebrate it with me.

4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
it is a matter of keeping in touch, i guess :D

5. Adakah anda sedang di lamun cinta?
nope..soklan cliche la nih...

6. Di mana restoran akhir kamu makan malam?
McD

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
oh, buku cerita yg tak ingat tajuk lah

8. Nama penuh anda?
panggil sara sudehhh

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau emak?
i love both.

10. Namakan seorang yang kamu ingin jumpa dalam hidup kamu?
coz now im watching TARA3, it makes me miss people in TARA 2:
marc nelson n rovilson fernandez.
paula n nat. :)

11. Sebutkan nama 8 sahabat yang rapat dengan kamu?
-u know who u r.. :)

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri?
-Yep

13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu ingin pergi?
-europe
-nz

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
-she has the ability to talk non-stop
-she sleeps with eyes half closed. nose half opened..:P
-she's close with tin my one
-she cant touch her elbow with her mouth.
-she has a wonderful pleasent lovely friend who happen to be her sweet roomate for 2 weeks, name Sara.

15. 8 perkara yang saya gilai?

these were not ranked. just random selections:
-movies
-music
-shoes
-bags
-perfumes
-shades
-babies/kids
-photos
16. Pelukan atau ciuman?
both. especially from someone that you love and love you.
hugs and kisses from children are soo adorable too..
they make you feel like a mom.

17. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca?
twilight
shopaholic
magazines.. i dont really read..

18. 8 lagu yang kamu boleh dengar berulang kali?
- Over You by Chris Daughtry
- few britney's songs
currently dah muak dengan playlist.

p/s: i got red finger nails... henna oh henna! :)

way back into love

cont..

::the inside out::

i spent my day and night in plane by sleeping, eating and watching movies. i only managed to watch 2 movies, with a balance of boring and vavavava... the time traveller's wife is so darn good that it even made my nose more itchy and brought tears to my eyes! an hour before 8pm, ive already felt the mixed feelings inside.. about leaving NZ and meeting my family for the first time after 2 years.

::the arrival::

i saw my family, everyone's there, except my second bro. i am happy to see their smiling faces, my mom, dad and brothers. hugs and kisses for real..

i have always thought that i would have KFC as my first meal in Malaysia. yet, it turned out to be satay and syrup rose as my first meal with my family at Sg Buloh.
i thought i could finish 10 sticks yet i only ate 4 sticks of satays.
i was quite full actually..hehe..

ate Dunkin Doughnuts, and other stuff too..
(only last night i managed to eat KFC, Alhamdulillah.. :) )

gave my family sourvenirs from NZ..
glad that they are happy ..
relieved that those shirts, fit them well.
happy that they love 'em all.. :) :) :)
more to come from those boxes later, insya ALLAH.

my first rice meal...
i have no idea what to order.
than i came out with this...


i know, it was not sooo Malaysian, the name itself.. :D
my brother said i seemed like not having appetite.
he asked whether the food was not good..
i shrugged.

::Home sweet home::

my first day at home sweet home, i slept at 630pm, woke up at 430 am.
ive just realised that it was equal to 1130pm and 930am NZ.. so i was having jet lag.
this occurs up till now. i slept early, woke up early.
start to yawn as early as 7pm. way too early!

shopping
went to giant. rase nak nangis. rindu pak n save.. rindu shopping mall lain2.
nampak pulak kinder bueno..teringat kat diana and the rest..
rindu those pakeha and maoris and samoans and lain2...
rindu bluebirds la... beli keropok, terus xagak2 aku amik perisa ayam!
rindu nak swipe2 card..
ok, stop it sara... mengada ok!

cats
i got a new female cat, which apparently married to my cat, Jerry.
the unnamed cat was brought home by my brother and now, she's a mother of 4.
fine, the unnamed fours and unnamed mother. *sigh*

presenting, the unnamed mother:


and the kittens:

die suke kamera.. :P

yg itam semua nih lak mmg sesuai buat model kenderaan

yang nih xbanyak songeh..my fav.. ikut bapak die, Jerry..

sorry gamba daddy cat xde... seperti biasa, die merayau...


::the untold secret::

i just knew that my dad had an accident on May last year. just a few weeks after my lil bro had it. a car hit my dad's motor, he was half conscious and was brought to the hospital by his friend and my brother. he barely could walk and needed my mom to be on his side all the time during his recovery. Alhamdulillah nothing soo serious or permanent damaged happened to him.
why couldnt i hold my tear when mom told the story??... as always!


p/s: happy anniversary mak and abah! :)

leaving on a jetplane

24 hours before leaving Wellington for good

2 1/2 hours before im leaving on a jetplane.

Alhamdulillah, everything went well from NZ to Malaysia.
i safely arrived at KLIA, around 810pm.

THOUGH.... (ok, here comes the best parts...)

'they' (hey u should know whom ok!) were too strict too poyo. giving us such a hard time.
at the WElly airport itself, ive got to repack my luggage for 4 times.
trying to get rid of 4 kilos, which was kinda ridiculous.
i had to throw away my favourite trousers (and other stuff too), ones that i would always bring wherever i go, since my primary school. T_T.. gone baby gone!
note, we were the last passengers boarding the plane though we arrived earlier at the airport before. thanks to all the unnecessary drama folks!..my seat was at the back, the last seat..so i got to see many annoyed faces before i safely got to my seat! what a scene!

Auckland International Airport..

Auckland up above. my first journey to Auckland..it was just for a transit. huhu

soo many people going to Malaysia... very long Q

~ we just knew that there were 8 lucky persons got business class seats. whoooow!..ok, i didnt get business class seat. i guess those with earlier alphabatical orders got the seats.
~ carry on, my hand luggage was 8.2 kilos.. they were too strict in here about hand carry. should not be more than 7kg. or you should unpack your stuff again at the customs! way too risky! Alhamdulillah, my friend diana, had checked in her hand luggage so some of my stuff went to her, allowing me to pass the custom check peacefully!...
~ oh, just for the record, i was chosen for a random check. i was brought to the corner of the custom area and my body was 'scanned' with that thingy, u know... and my bag, laptops, hand carries were all put aside and my handbag was 'calit' with a liquid and scanned... glad that they didnt ask me to take out all my stuff in the bag, which would definitely be a pain in the ass. and it was good that they treated me well and with a smile..
~ here, my friend was stopped by the custom coz her hand carry was exceeded. she had to unpack her stuff and here went the drama... she tried to explain to the custom that she's a student that going back to malaysia for good. but the only reply was "7 kilos". and a dog was brought to the scene to sniff on her bags... as if... u know.. *sigh*..

MAS airlines...
~ i sat in between shirley and zaira. so it was comfortable. food was good, entertainment was good. i just had some headache and pain in my left nostril. maybe due to insufficient sleep and bloating tummy.
~ weird, how 11 hours didnt seem so long.
funny, how 2 years seem too fast.
awkward, how everything gonna change coz of different space, time and culture...





this was just the journey. only half of my story.
i will write more later, insya ALLAH.


p/s: happy birthday BAME..!! :) xoxo

adios

Farewell NZ
im gonna miss you and everyone and everything about you!
SERIOUSLY, everything...
you know it, NZ!
T_T
xoxo

p/s: last entry from ACI house, Wellington.